Hi people, so I have been sick the last few days, that’s why I didn’t post anything. I thought I’d let you know, haha. Being ill isn’t really my thing. You can’t do anything, I couldn’t even walk without having pain. Never been this ill before. I hate it to be independent. When I need to go somewhere I’m checking every option to do that by myself, I’m not really the asking help person. Sometimes it’s a pitfall. Because when I do need help, I won’t admit it to myself. It’s not that I’m pigheaded (haha, still like the word) or something. When someone says I need help, I’m open-minded for everything, but when I can, I will do things on my own. It’s not that I don’t love it to be with someone, it’s not that I don’t like working together or something, but more like you ask someone something because you simply don’t want to do it.
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